I'm mad at life right now. Everything I think about is pissing me off. For the second time now, I studied like an insane person and did all the exercises for linear algebra, and the exam went terrible. This is fucking ridiculous. I do everything and understand everything, yet I'm still wondering if I'll pass this class.

I'm so mad and worried. I can't fail. I don't have time to take a summer class. And I need it to get my diploma to be able to go to university. Damn this teacher and his hard exams. I can't wait for this hell to be over. He better give me the passing grade so that I can get the fuck out of here. I hate this cegep and these teachers. I hate all these stupid science classes that don't interest me at all. I hate having to travel 1 hour and a half to get to school. I hate getting up so early. I hate being so far from my boyfriend and never being able to see him. I just want to get my natural science diploma and kiss this life goodbye.

I want a fresh start: a new place, a new school, a new schedule, and more time with my boyfriend. Ugh. I'm so miserable. The end seems so far away and the pressure is huge. The stress of wondering about this class is making me physically sick. Damn I hate this. I better pass. I better pass. Life is unfair. I am at the end of my strength. I need the summer and my new life with Kevin.

0 Comments